I procrastinated for over a month on checking on a thing, and when I finally decided to check the thing, I felt so anxious I felt physically ill. But then I checked the thing, and the thing was fine.
Now to check on more things tomorrow.
you’re 20 now, and i still see the light fade from your eyes when you talk about your interests for “too long,”
apologies littering every other sentence,
words trailing off a cliff you haven’t jumped from in 7 years.
i could listen to you forever, though i know speaking for more than 3 uninterrupted minutes makes you anxious.
all i want you to know is that you deserve to be heard
for 3 minutes
for 10 minutes
for 2 hours
there will be people who cannot handle your grace, your beauty, your wisdom, your heart;
mostly because they can’t handle their own.
I was being sarcastic. Like how some people insist that it’s absurd to think they’re together, a few other people insist that it’s all an act. I was being sarcastic about the lengths that the so-called ‘act’ are apparently taken to.
Nope people judge you bc they expect Directioners to be 13. They think One Direction is just some silly little girl’s fancy. Oh well. The grass is always greener on the other side I guess.
I am sorry Madeleine, but did you just tell someone who feels she is not taken seriously in this fandom because of her age that you don’t feel taken seriously because people think One Direction is for girls that person’s age, and therefore don’t take One Direction seriously?
This is not about other sides! We are all on the same side. People do not take 13 year old girls seriously and hence they won’t take any 1d fan seriously because they think it is for 13 year old girls. We all suffer the same misogyny and ageism.
Oh hey Harry, nice to see you again! For a second I thought you were being held captive or something, but I get it now. You didn’t want to chance running into Louis, so you just stayed inside until he left. Smart choice.
shoutout to all the other ex-gifted & talented/honor student/straight a/senior editor/star student/99th percentile/once-creative burn-outs who have, since high school, realized they are truly miniscule fish in a giant, endless ocean, criticized themselves to the point of creative paralysis, and participated in so much self-sabotage they no longer see the point of doing anything at all because they’re just going to ruin it for themselves anyway
this one’s for you
Jealous Harry is the best. And the signal. And the smirking.
And because I couldn’t decide which way to make these.